Say It Isn't So

Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Ten to five at least we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again

hmm.. yeapx.. vry long nvr blog le.. becos of my mouse.. damn retarded. haha.. den.. umm.. 4 tests ovr for common test le.. yay! but still got 4 more to go... bleahx.. sick. today went to xiao miow's hse dere. den darius brought his dog dwn.. his dog was.. kinda.. umm.. not-nice-looking.. =X hahas.. huge eyes.. shih tzu.. muffin still rocks. haha. den went xiao miow's hse.. den went to meiyuan's hse.. his stead wanted to broke up wid him wor.. so sad.. he was.. sad..? i think.. seem lyk it la.. haixx.. hope his stead dun live to regret wor.. din see him today. din see him since dis yr. givin up hope. dun wanna think animore.. hurtin so much inside. no one loves me. cold n lonely. teardrops fallin. hate reality. can seem to think of anithing dat's going well for me. haixx.

hmm.. today went to xiao miow's hse to study.. but i did nth cos dey took my maths textbook.. xiao miow n mei yuan all maths pro man.. study wid dem sure will pass fer maths de.. dun understand dey'll teach until u understand.. wah.. tutors-to-be man.. hahaha.. dunno y.. yansheng wasn't dere.. val mite b a lil disappointed huh?! *coughs* kiddin..kiddin..kiddin.. den.. umm.. reached home at ard 5+ to 6.. haha.. den.. tmr we're gonna mit dem again. yay!.. hahahahahaha.. oh man.. im crazee.. so.. ta~

hmm.. yesterday was a happy, sad, embarrassed n freaking day. happy cos i finally got the guts to msg him after so long n he replied. sad becos it seems lyk we hav nth to tok abt. embarrassed becos... well, val n mel shld noe! stupid guy hu keep um-chioing.. freaking becos sum idiotic teddybear anyhow oil mel's n my gun. so.. yup.. dat's all ba.. den today.. went for band.. was kinda relak relak dae cos mr hong wasnt dere.... den reach hm, n sleep. all de way till nw.. *YaWnXxX...* tata~

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.


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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

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What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
get angered, but when you do get angry things
can go really wrong really fast. You are
generally very passionate in the things you do.
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What force is your soul?
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You are a Waiting angel. You stay inside your
little world waiting for that special someone
to come and take you away. You hope that the
day that your love will come will be soon, and
no one can pick on you for wanting to save
yourself. On the other hand, your hopes
decrease every day that you suffer. Try to hold
on a bit longer...


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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so true....

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

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What kind of dark person are you?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^


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today.. got band.. den when going home dat tym.. was raining.. den was drenched.. lucky got my bag or i'll zao geng in front of lester.. wahaha.. he's a crazy idiot!! =P den made cookies jus nw.. 1st batch got chao ta lyk siao.. den 2nd n 3rd came out quite nice.. =D

haixx.. shld i msg him? will it b too weird? how how how how?? im contradicting myself.. nw im all alone at home.. my mum n sis will only b back at.. 11+ to 12 ba.. sad....haixx.. hu si luan xiang.............

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!! haixx.. i dunno y.. im feeling so damn moody........ i MiSs HiM.. wei.. i've been feeling so cold.. haixx....... think dere's sum1 by ur side ba.. >.< no hope le..

im so sianx................................................................ im gonna die soon. >.< haixx......

hmm.. today. received v day prezzies frm maliwi n cyrene.. ThAnKs dEaRiEs.. den.. stayed bk in sch wid val, mel, jacklyn n delphne. i was lyk slpin while listening to jacklyn's discman wid my disc in it.. den i tot bout a lot alot of things.. think till i felt lyk cryin.. haixx.. dunno lahx.. im so bloody crazy! ta~

kor: glad dat we're bk to normal! =)lurva ya lots.. MuaCkX muAcKz MuaCkx.. heehees..

wee.. val, mel, jacklyn n ziya here nw.. so sianx.. .. .. ta!

wee... dis yr valentine's day soooo fun!! went to east coast wid val to go to de BBQ.. haha.. miow cycled me dere while xiao miow cycled val dere.. i feel so guilty!! i lyk so heavy lor.. den miow was lyk panting lyk siao! haha.. sorry arhs! den sat dere.. quite boring.. cos lyk meiyuan stead dere.. den xiao miow's stead dere.. mei kun stead dere.. so all couple couple den.. haha.. vry xian mu.. (envious..) den meiyuan was lyk keep putting food on our plate den miow keep serving us.. haha.. lyk princess.. so nice! den.. meiyuan's stead quite frenly lor.. vry cute.. but.. haixx.. all couple couple de.. very lonely.. den erm.. ate quite a lot.. was feeling vry cold. vry cold. den erm.. bout 9+.. nid to go back le.. den ronald cycled me n yong xiang cycled val to pit 17.. frm pit 69 to pit 17 leh!! so far lor.. but at least ronald's bike bigger den sit not so xin ku.. den... ya.. reach the taxi stand we were lyk "...." cos de queue was so bloody long! den went to the one at parkway.. den val was lyk wan to cry le.. cos abt 11+ le ma.. den her mother scold her. den call cab for her lor.. den after dat ronald n yong xiang accompany me wait in the queue for cab lor.. dey both so nice..! haha.. hmm.. den reach hm.. bathe den slp le.. was soo tired.. so dat's all ba.. =)

miow:thks for cycling me dere n serving me dos yummy food!
meiyuan:thks for treating me lyk a princess!
ronald:thks for cycling me dere n accompanying me!!
yong xiang:thks for accompanying me!!

f**k la! just got scolded by my freaking god bro. cummon lor.. wadeva she did to u doesn't concern me! im not her. dun vent ur frustrations on me!!! im ur god sis FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u think i happily forget wad my first stead did to me ah?? u think u r de only one whose heart got broken by ur first love ah? u think u r de only 1 whose feeling miserable ah? u suddenly vent all ur bloody anger on me. wtf did i do?? all i did was ask wad's wrong n u gave me all dis shit!! is it wrong to care abt my god bro?? wah lao. i dunno wtf i did wrong to make u scold me lyk dat! u asked me f**k off n not call u kor anymore, FINE! f**k lah!

woo.. today got total defence shit.. cyrene wuz lyk soooo happi cos angus talked to her.. wahahaha.. urm.. me, audrey n grace went to cineleisure to take neoprints.. hahaha.. so fun.. saw many shuai ge-s.. urm.. yeah!! me tmr going to BBQ wid val n meiyuan dey all.. yea!!!! hope i'll have lotsa fun! =) den urm.. o ya. my kor is crazee nw.. cant believe wad da hell he's sayin. wtf. haixx.. tmr got band. sick. haixx.. lalalalalalalalalala... umm.. dat's all ba..

kor: wad's going on wid u.. u've changed eva since u went to sec skool. wad's wrong?
val:we'll have fun... ya? hope sum1 will b dere. (dun call mi crazy!) *cross fingers*
evryone out dere:happy valentine's day!

lalala.. so sianx.. thinking of things while listening to hui dao guo qu.. haixxx...

hmm.. today.. was.. boring.. haha.. urm.. yeapx.. got band.. den.. was lyk so damn tired.. got back my history test.. 16/20.. haha.. shld b all ba.. short entry huh? hahas..

wee.. today sooooooo fun!! after sch.. (which is abt 9.30), val, jacklyn, vic, audrey n me went to cineleisure.. we took sooo many neoprints!! snap snap snap.. hahahax.. den me n val got take together.. lalalala.. den went to walk ard orchard for a while.. den we... went to find meiyuan!! heehee.. went to whampoa to find him.. den xiao miow n yuan sheng oso dere.. den dey saw the cc vry hot so we went to xiao miow's hse.. lalala.. its lyk only me n val r gals.... hahaha.. but used to it liao.. den chee soon oso cum.. wah lao.. den we got pillow fight!! i kena bullied until so jialat!! wah lao.. dey lyk all trying to tickle me lor.. but i oso nat scared de.. den the yuan sheng keep using the pillow hit my head!! shit him.. hahaha.. den xiao miow keep trying to tickle me den i tickle him.. he scared!! he was lyk grabbing my hands so hard!! the the shit meiyuan bully me oso.. summore say wad "duo nian de peng you." crap! den .. urmx.. i slapped yuan sheng!.. hahahahahahahaha.. accidentally.. he was lyk keep tapping me den i just wanted to hit him but.... hit his face instead. wahahahaha.. its lyk sooooo funny.. we all luff until pengx!! haha.. ok la.. dat's all ba.. today vry loso le.. byeeee...!!

hmm.. todae went to tp.. go eat.. wid val, mel, jacklyn n audrey.. den went to bendemeer mall wid val.. haixx.. valentine's day is cuming.. i guess dis shall b another lonely valentine's.. im not fated to spend valentine's wid my special sum1.. cos i dun have a special sumone. hahas. urm.. den went newton to have dinner just nw.. hmm.. shld be all ba..

-"love may give you the greatest pain and the deepest hurt. but it comes along wid the sweetest happiness u can ever find."-

"dun cry becos it didn't last.. smile becos it had happened.."
is dis true...? is it tym fer me to let go...? i miss ya a lot.. reallie.. all i hope is just to get a single chance to be with u again.. n i'll cherish u.. always.. all i wish is to have one more chance.. just a single one.. i'll do anything just to have dis one chance.. but nth i do will bring u back to me. nth i do will bring me back to the past. nothing. nothing at all.

"it is nvr easy to love and be loved by the same person. the special sumone."

~:to dose who have found their special ones: cherish evry moment u have wid him/her. nvr let them go. dun live to regret it lyk me. cherish dem.. really cherish dem. =)

weet... shoooo long nvr blog le.. my com got virus.. but............................... ok le! hees =P den its lyk so shit.. i tot it was the MSN den i deleted it lor.. den nw no MSN.. =( so sad.. hmm.. just nw went for history field trip to chinatown.. fun but very tiring... =D okies.. very lazy.. haven't bathe summore.. ta~