sucks suck sucks!
pissed...
haixx.. today.. friday.. suppose to b fun de.. budden.. was so sick after sch.. val dey all insane.. wan to go hspital study.. lyk farkk lor.. not sick go hospital.. siao. so many starbucks in singapore.. =\ heck lah.. i went hm.. n sleep.
valencia sucks!! prefect big fark ahhhh?! farking bitch~!!!!!!!!
exams starting nxt week.. farkkkkkk..... =( tatars..

A1- I'll Take The Tears

Don't speak, seal your lips,
Please don't say a word
Maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory

It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears

I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
You gave me more than love
But never thought I cared
My feelings were all for you,
Although it did not show
I only told you on the day you let me go

It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears

Now I realise that you're no longer mine
But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time
Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye
Because I know you're here with me inside


How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
So you take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears

hmm.. went to sch as usual.. haixx.. hate it! den played netball.. amrish.. SHOO~! dat idiot made me runn...! wahahahahha.. den.. had english.. dun lyk tham.. =\ den.. sch ends.. went to canteen.. den walked to da bus stop wid lester n val.. went kfc to eat.. yup.. den homme!! oh yea.. val left her maths files in sch.. =\ hope she finds dem~! yup.. reach home.. slept...... yea.. n watched SUN WUKONG~! dat show rocks man.. pa ni de long ting dong ahh~! wahahhahahaha.. soree.. im going crazy~! =P tatars..

ohh man. let me say i lurve ya to all my frens.. erm.. val.. audrey.. cyrene.. kamini.. cheryl.. mel.. jacklyn.. ziya.. maliwi.. victoria.. n all da pple hu i noe but cant rmbr for now.. hehehehe.. I LOVE YOO ALL~!

haixx.. today so sianx.. sooooo boring.... den after sch suppose to meet xiao miow dey all.. budden valerie say go hm.. cos we couldn't contact dem.. =\ reach hm den xiao miow call me.. haixx.. sianx ahhh..~! reach home.. slp.. yea.. den liddat lor..

heyy pple.. today.. went for band.. was lyk so early..=\ wahahaha.. reached dere at 8.15 when i was supposed to reach at 8.30.. yea.. den.. haixx.. wasn't a good practice at all.. a very unhappy one.. first.. did drills.. *DRILLS SUCKS!* n lyk.. kind felt very unfair.. cos lester got punished for sumthing he had not done. =\ haixx.. den the acting ex cos got scolding frm mr chong.. lester got scolded the most.. haixx.... dunno why la.. budden i think its.. hmm.. not very fair.. yea.. den.. packed de whole freaking band room.. haven't pack finish summore.. haixx.. den finally went home.. yep.. with lester as usual.. went to find my mum.. had lunch.. den went to st. michael's church.. went home.. den at nites.. went to marina south eat dinner.. brought muffin.. =D she rocks! wahahaha.. den went home nor.. n here i am!~ haha.. okayy.. tatars..

haixx.. r u wondering y i changed my blogskin...? cos half my template jus *poof* n disappeared.. lyk.. fark. haixx.. dis is the best i can do. for now. will improve on it.. =)
okayy.. wad did i do..? went to sch.. lyk duhh.. -.-" pardon me for my lameness.. =X wahahaha.. okie.. sch ended fast.. yup.. den.. went for da psl-sec ones thingy.. den.. yea.. was waiting for mel n val to decide where dey wanna go.. den.. we walked all da way out n.. decided dat staying in sch as better.. wahahahah.. crazy rites.. so we walked bk.. but mel went home cos she saw herr brother.. =\ den.. sat in da hall for a while.. den went dwn to accompany lester.. cos he was waiting for.. me..?! wahahaha.. *dun wu hui!!!!* den.. we waited for da rain to stop.. was lyk.. kinda wet..? haha.. den yea.. after dat.. val finally came dwn to where we were sitting when the pft was ovr.. den.. me, lester n val was lyk crapping in da canteen.. wahahaha.. lester is hilarious!! =) den walked to da bus stop.. n den.. went home.. yup.. haixx.. feeling kinda sick dis few days.. =\ haixx.. tatars..

haixx.. went to sch today.. had pe.. ran 2.4.. wah lao.. me n audrey slack lyk hell!! wahahahaha.. she got 17.13, i got 17.16.. wahahahahaha.. we walked!! den.. tym flew.. n *poof* end of sch.. wahahahha.. den dunno y me n val roamed ard the sch.. no.. to b precise we were jus sitting at one spot.. deciding where to go..wahahahaha.. den.. we finally went to toa payoh.. waiting at the bis stop den.. fark! yu xiaoqin came along!! wahahahaha.. den my class guys oso came along n i was such a kind soul.. =X went to warn dem abt dat fishh.. wahahhahaa.. den wahh.. suay! she took 145.. same wid us.. hahahahahah.. hilarious! den went to eat mos burger.. wasnt feeling hungry.. felt lyk puking.. =\ wahahahaha.. den went hm.. haixx.. im soo darn worried for my mum.. pple.. pray for her will ya..? tatars..

he replied! wahahahaha.. msg me jus nw oso.. hahahaha.. not feeling happy budden at least feeling betta dan yesterday.. yup.. okayy.. wad did i do today..?? stayed bk in sch wid valerie, mel, jacklyn, audrey n ziya.. den.. heyy.. i learn the flute's fingerings!! hahahahaha.. on a piccolo.. =\ whahhahaha.. den saw lester on our way outta sch.. he's gonna fail his oral.. =\ poor him.. yu xiaoqin his oral teacher.. wahahahhah.. =X den went home. reach hm.. fell asleep den.. woke up.. saw his msg.. =D den yup.. haven't study for history.. =\ haixx.. ok.. tatars..

-sad`

haixx..... today.. went to toa payoh after sch wid audrey, cyrene, kamini, cheryl, andrew, keefe n darius.. i saw kelvin[peh]. yea.. saw him.. alone.. din hav da guts to tok to him ehh.. haixx.... msged him.. din reply.. haixxxx.. kept thinking. n thinking. why da hell din i tok to him........................ yea.. i saw him.. so wad.. i finally got the guts to msg him.. so wad.. he din reply.. so wad............................ all sums up to nth.. it din mean anything at all...... haixx.. he still as tan as ever.. miss those tyms we had together. haixxx.. yea.. miss those tyms.. so wad....... haixx..................... my lyf sucks.. all becos im a freaking coward..! f***!

pple:soree for being so moody n ruining evryone's mood.. soree.. haixx..

hmm.. just now went to sch for founders' day.. had lotsa fun.. after the outdoor performance den we all can go hm budden all stay bk cos we wanted to.. hahah.. den we were chased out of de band room.. cos the ex ex-cos were deciding the new ex cos.. yup.. den we were crapping outside.. sooo farnie.. SPONGE-BOB square pants!! wahahaha.. den wah lao.. dat f**king joanne frm my class so f**king xia lan.. think she big fark ahh.. we outside library crapping den she bo tai bo ji ask us shuddup.. think she big boss ah.. farking bitch.. say wad "can u all shut ur gap anot..? stupid idiot.." wah lao.. GROW UP la.. how old already still idiot here idiot dere.. aiyoh.. childish den say lahh.. got brother in sch so wad.. ur brother so sissified.. act until he big fark liddat.. runs in the family sia.. wah lao.. hope u scram bk to ur joy class where u r suppose to go.. [u'll still be there if u din act so pathetic saying the joy class pple dun lyk u.. im not surprised.. at least marissa not lyk u.. she accepts her class.. unlike u..] .. shna't waste my entry on bithces lyk herr.. den.. after band.. went bk home wid lester.. n.. haixx.. de band make alot of noise again lor..!! fark! =PpP hahahahaha...

band seniors: heyy.. so sad dat u all r stepping dwn.. will miss u all so much..
rememer us after u all graduate ok..??!! =) tkcare..



Yesterday 16 April 2004

heyy.. yesterday after sch.. went home wid audrey.. dat stupid gurl.. damn pissed off wid her.. we all say properly wanna go out on fri den she follow me to my hse den after dat last minute say she dun wanna go.. ass hole.. den went to somerset wid cheryl[AUDREY YEO.. see!!! even cheryl can go after sch.. why cant u??!!], cyrene n kamini.. yup.. soooo fun. we ate yoshinoya.. den tk neoprints.. yippie~! de neoprints came out quite alright.. i'll scan it soon k..? =) den went to meet my mum at takashimaya.. her birtday wad.. den went to library.. hahahahaha.. den went to seoul garden for dinner.. food dere not very nice.. =| yup.. den went home.. n sleeepp!! =P

hmm.. hey pple!! im here~! hahaha.. okay.. wad did i do today....? hmm.. went to school.. as usual.. den first 2 periods chinese.. so i slept for 2 periods.. yu xiaoqin dun gif a damn anyway.. hahaha.. bitch.. =P den.. cyrene, me, kamini, audrey and cheryl were discussing wad to do tmr.. =) going out!! yay~! den went for band.. played quite a lot of songs.. den.. lester came for a while.. n went to play soccer.. -.-" den.... practised a while more.. hamzah was crapping ard.. saying dat i was de only xylophonist he had.. haha.. n nw im gone.. wahahah.. so sad.. after saturday's founders' day the seniors r stepping dwn.. haixx.. no fun le.. ='( timothy was lyk so crappy.. keep going.." SYF top gold! u all r great!!" crappy guy.. hehe.. den started to rain.. den lester came bk.. den.. went hm wid him.. wahh lao.. he act gay again!!! ahhhhh~! he say his teacher told him to stop acting gay or she would send him for counselling.. wahahahah.. idiot leh he! dunno hw to abe normal.. =PpP hehe.. den jus nw went to toa payoh for dinner cos mummy's b-day tmr den jie not free so celebrate today.. yup.. ate una-don.. japanese food.. broiled eel wid rice.. =) yummy!! den reach hm at ard 10.. yea.. haven't study for geog.. gonna die.. ok.. tatars...

yea.. went for founders' day rehearsal jus nw.. evryone was kinda stressed up cos we were late.. den wahh.. sat in the scorching hot sun for so long.. haixxx... but.. wasn't dat bad lahh.. den.. went to band room n practise.. sianxx.. saturday 7 am mus reach sch.. haixxxxx... den.. went home wid lester.. wah lao!! he act gay man!! was telling me how "gayish" he act in class.. ahhhh~! hahaha.. say wad.. saturday he must pin his fringe up.. when guys r suppose to gel their hair.. hilarious! wahahahahah.. okok.. tatars.. hope can cum online later.. =D


Yesterday, 13 April 2004

heyhey.. yesterday went to bss to find meiyuan.. buut.. he pon sch.. f rite! ask me n val go find him den he din go.. his excuse..? "injured hand".. haix.. lucky.. xiaomiow came!! ahh.. saviour.. =X hehe.. he managed to call meikun n ask him to ask meiyuan to call us.. yup.. den dat valerie din want to go at first.. budden.. i reminded herr dat is was a special day.. soo.. in de end.. we went to xiaomiow's hse.. yup.. FINALLY! had lotsa fun dere.. xiaomiow keep eating n eating n eating!! keep suaning meiyuan oso.. hahahaha.. he deserve it! idiot! hahahaha.. hmm.. den miow keep bullying val.. lalala.. he keep on "DADA!" cos we watching hai tun wan lian ren.. wahahaha.. hilarious! den i keep disturbing xiaomiow.. poke him!! budden he cant do anything =PpP hehehehehe.. den after awhile.. no.. quite a long while.. den went hm.. on our way hm.. saw ivy, janice n yiru.. happy happy.. den.. dey all ahh.. at jaslin's b-day party all got no stead.. den now..?? all got stead liao!! wah lao.. hahahahahahaha.. haixx.. din get to c hu i wan to c yesterday.. haixx..

frenster sucks!

wee~!!! din blog for soo long.. did u all miss mee...??!! hahahahahaha~ kidding.. dun sae mi bhb.. yupx.. I GOT PURE MILK SHIRT!!! lalalalala~! lurve daryl man!!! mii cousin.. dun think y y.. =) yup.. today.. boring ehh.. had a quarrel.. btwn [me cyrene audrey] n [darius].. but.. think it should b ovr soon ba.. 2 peace suppose to b peaceful.. but.. haixx... den haixx.. i had mei yuan man!!! b-a-s-t-a-r-d..!! haixx.. verytym bcos of him den neber get to meet dem!!!!! ahhh!~ anyway.. was at tp wid val.. n we saw ronald when we were on our way hm.. n.. he was wid dis gurl.. wahahahaha..we suan-ed him lyk siao..[did we..????] haha.. okok.. enuff of crapping.. tatars..

woo.. veh long nvr blog le.. no tym to cum online.. hees.. okay.. today as usual got chapel den.. wahh.. for 3 consecutive days, the pastor was asking pple to raise their hands when evryone else is bowing down.. den he keep saying "is dere anyone else...?" n "yes.. i see dat hand..".. hilarious man! den.. went to kfc wid audrey, kamini and yuying.. actually cyrene oso went to bishan wid us.. budden she went to meet herr dear.. =X hahahaha.. den wahh lao.. yuying molest me man!! pull my shirt n spit ice inside!! toture! hahahaha.. sooo funny.. laugh until can die man.. play wid her.. keep saying she very cute.. wahahahaha.. bhb man! =P.. kidding! haixx... worried fer my mum.. haixx.. hope she get well soon.. mm.. dat's all.. tatars..

sianx.. today whole day stay at hm.. rot man.. sleep.. den woke up to hv lunch n see my sis bathe muffin.. n continued sleeping till 7.. wahahahaha.. piggified man.. den watched ms congeniality.. funny man! laugh till peng.. den.. mum came bk.. woo~! i got denim short skirt.. wahaha.. dunno if i'll ever wear it out.. =X n.. two tops.. mum bought for mi.. diesel.. nicee~! haha.. okay.. tatars..

hmm.. nw alone at hm neh.. sianx.. had band in da morning.. n as usual....... haixxx... all of dem suan mii!! wtf.. practiced outdoor.. saw other uniform grp pple.. haixx.. played so many songs till my thumb is numb.. until nw!.. den went to whampoa.. find my mother.. had lunch.. den went hm.. n slept........ all de way to eight jus nw.. am i a pig or wad..?! haha.. yup.. nw toking to yusong, andrew, serene n val.. tatars...!

woo.. took cab to sch.. den took cab bk hm wid kamini and audrey.. den.. oo.. dey were sooo in love wid muffin.. den we took cab to bishan stadium.. wahahahaha.. today is cab day man.. sports day.. kinda fun.. but sianx.. i was observing shuai ge man!! hahahaha.. kidding la.. woohoo.. cyrene got 2nd!! weets~! power man!! weets!~ den.. went hm ba.. no cab dis tym! =P ahahahaha.. nw toking to keefe.. haha.. okok.. tatars..!